Helpless.

I have been feeling really helpless lately. I have been looking for jobs, with no luck. I want to start working so I can start school in the fall. I need to get things together before figuring that out. I need money for Christmas, becuase I don't want to stress again! I haven't made any money off of ebay or anything for months now, so my funds are getting strained.

It is so frustrating. I seriously don't care where I work, as long as I can get a job here soon! Its so depressing with how bad the economy is right now. Its awful. There are so many things I want to save up for, so many things I want to do but I can't at the moment until I can get some money saved up.

This is the first time in my life that I have felt like I am broke. Seriously. I've always worked, always had a great savings, always lived carefree, and at this point I am scared that I might have to dip alittle into my secure savings that I have worked so hard to get.

When will the economy pick back up?! My goal for this week is to find a job. I have less than two months until Christmas!