At this point of my life I am completely happy to be single. I love going out, not worrying about a man. I love being with my friends and just doing whatever I feel like and not having to answer to anyone.
I was talking to a guy friend about this today. I am not giving up on love or completely canceling the possibility of something great to come along. Instead I have stopped looking for it- and am trying to grow as an individual alone. I feel like I deserve so much and I never want to take anything for granted. If something isn't working out, instead of dwelling on it, I just want to be happy. I don't want to waste my life wondering whether or not something is going to workout. If it is meant to workout, then it will. I want the marriage, the family, the unit, Everything. I have not found anyone in my life yet that I feel like, ok- this is completely it. I have wondered if it was, and I have hoped for it, but nothing has completely stung me in my ass yet.
Love isn't a maybe thing. Its powerful, and nothing can stop it.
So here's to the new year, going in single- and either way coming out of it HAPPY!