Questions

I haven't been on to Blog in awhile, So here is an update.

I am dating Alex, and have been off and on for about a year now. He now lives in Manhattan and it is getting incredibly hard not having him physically near me.

I really see a future with us both, but as of right now, he is busy with his internship, and I just can't wait around... I have to start planning what I would like to do, with/without him. I cant "bank" on our relationship working out, I have my life to live and I have to make decisions for me and my daughter.

Finding jobs here has proven to be one of the hardest tasks I have been faced with by moving here. I really would like to find something soon, that way I can make my next move.

I am almost completely out of debt. I am very proud of myself for getting out, even though I didn't have a lot of it.


My daughter will be 3 in just 4 days! :( this is so depressing for me. It is really going by too fast. I really hope to be completely settled somewhere that I want to stay forever by the time she is in Preschool, or kindergarten.


I have alot of unanswered questions, and alot of thinking to do. Hopefully everything pans itself out soon, I would love some answers.

btw, here is a pic of my Belle. <3


and my other love