What I miss

What I miss

Ok, so this is what I miss about Alex:

-the playlist you made for me
-going on long drives to the beach
-jamba juice
-chipotle
-walmart at 2 am
-chess
-making homemade pizzas with you... bbq chicken our fav!
-drinking Alcohol and you getting me alittle tipsy. (sorry I am a lightweight!)
-laying on your couch
-feeding your dog
-Phillipe park
-waking up, and looking out your back window to see palm trees, the bay, and DOLPHINS!
-drawing ALL over you
-you tackling me and not letting me out of your bed
-being humped by Elmo
-Watching Tales from the CRYPT!
-eating chinese, and drinking champagne on the beach
-making daquiris
-getting "wino-ed" out
-you wanting to suck on my toe
-you wanting your hand in my mouth 24/7
-sweatpants!
-your Evil spiral staircase
-the pan!!! oh shitttt
-walking together
-you being 10 feet taller than me, and me coming up to your chest
-walking on the beach... even though I kept screaming because I thought something was going to get me
-you rubbing vaseline on my dry elbows. ha!
-eating lunch on the porch
-not being able to get the hood down to the prowler. omg... but still driving it anyways.
-talking about Ravioli 24/7
-Our new york accents
-Me using YOUR flat iron! haaa
-Me beating you at EVERY game we played, and laughing my ass off til I was crying
-watching sweeney todd
-your hand on my knee every time we went for a ride! <3
-my chipped black nail polish... the one nail that was bare. ha
-taking pictures, that didnt turn out good
-me wearing that manson mask and freaking you out
-always wearing my sweatshirt
-bedhead!
-me braiding your hair!haha, and you liking it! <3
-OrBit!

that is little bit of what went down that weekend. I cant wait to see you in Manhattan. I love our "little" adventures!!!!

I always want to be with you!!!

I love him!

Josiah Leming that is!!


The ship was sinking; we were drinking, singing one last song,
Casting our gold into the ocean.
You grabbed a bucket, started screaming, "Come on, come on"
Trying to slow the downward motion.
Back in the kingdom we were kings and queens and oh, so strong
That God himself could not contain us.
We never thought we'd see the shorter end of sword and gun
Now god himself could never save us.

Waves of silver, waves of gold
Are coming down to take me,
To separate my body from my soul
And Jesus leaves or takes me.
Hopes of heaven, fears of hell
And what's the chance I'll make it.
When all my other plans have failed,
And I've tried so hard to fake it.

We started sinking, drinking water from the open sea
Losing our bodies to the ocean.
You grabbed my hand and started screaming, "rescue me"
Trying to slow the downward motion.
Back in the kingdom we were kings and queens and oh, so strong
That God himself just had to show us.
We never thought we'd see the colder side of land and sea
But He's the only one who knows us.

Waves of silver, waves of gold
Are coming down to take me,
To separate my body from my soul
And Jesus either leaves or takes me.
Hopes of heaven, fears of hell
And what's the chance I'll make it.
When all my other plans have failed,
And I've tried so hard to fake it.

Emma got this today!!



I was contemplating whether I should buy her the crayola colored sand, but it was like 13 dollars a bag!! definitely wasn't worth it. I wasn't sure if it would stain her clothes or not. I did pay extra money to buy the WHITE SOFT sand ! She loves it already! :)

Ellen

I love Ellen ! she is so real, and talks about real stuff. This is awful, and something that needs to stop :(

Sewing machine!

I got this today!

I cant wait to use it!

New Years Resolutions 2008

Some things I would like to see for this yr are:

• Getting rid of my debt
• Saving up money
• Moving somewhere that I would love
• Be more financially secure
• surround myself with people I love
• meet new friends
• Being in my own place
  

And heres the first posting

i hate where I am right now. I hate that I up and loved my last home to be closer to my parents. there is absolutely nothing here for me. The town here is DEAD. It doesn't even have a stoplight. Lord help me!

I am so used to city living. This is horrible. I cant even find a job. I have applied to 203420 places, hoping to find ANYTHING. Unfortunately, no luck as of yet.

I need to get out of this situation. I am GOING to find ANY job, and save all my money, so I can get out of here!!


Here is the beginning of my new chapter... It can only get better from here